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Bad Vacation

by Cam Blake

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1.
Waiting for your call it keeps eating at me Sitting all alone wish you cared about me Don’t you leave me on the line Don’t know what to do when I’m stuck here waiting Seems like every thought turns to contemplation Leave me now don’t waste my time Chorus : It’s always easier said than done We both played a part and but the show is over Tomorrow will come Not much to discover It’s easier said than done We both know Hanging from a thread I can’t keep holding on Had to ask myself why’d I wait this long You don’t deserve this drawn out game Still can’t force myself to go through with it Cus’ when I see your face you’re just a foolish kid Taking the hit when you’re not to blame It’s always easier said than done We both played a part and but the show is over Tomorrow will come Not much to discover It’s easier said than done We both know (SOLO) It’s always easier said than done We both played a part and but the show is over Tomorrow will come Not much to discover It’s easier said than done We both know
2.
Self Worth 03:42
[Verse 1: Cam Blake] Self worth, baby I don’t have none When it’s all said and done, you don’t want no baggage We’d work maybe But your already gone When it’s all said and done, this stories a little tragic My love don’t cost a single thing Here we go again How’d I end up here again? [Chorus: Cam Blake] It don’t make no sense at all No, we can’t talk this out (It don’t make no sense at all) You could make me feel so small But every time I’d crawl right back again [Verse 2: MXTN] Give me your heartache A piece of your heart again Something so precious I know mine means less but I think I’m mentally in instability But maybe you and me will help me with my insecurity Baby, let me talk about [Verse 3: young friend] I fall down each and every morning You make me feel so weak but that’s another story It’s getting old now, I’m tired of feeling boring I wish that I were cool but you think that I’m corny And it don’t make– And it don’t make– And it don’t make– [Chorus: Cam Blake] It don’t make no sense at all No, we can’t talk this out (It don’t make no sense at all) You could make me feel so small But every time I’d crawl right back again [Bridge] Ooo, ooo Ooo, ooo (It don’t make no sense) Ooo ooo Ooo ooo (It don’t make no sense) [Guitar Solo: Cam Blake] [Chorus: Cam Blake] It don’t make no sense at all No, we can’t talk this out (It don’t make no sense at all) You could make me feel so small But every time I’d crawl right back again It don’t make no sense at all No, we can’t talk this out (It don’t make no sense at all) You could make me feel so small But every time I’d crawl right back again
3.
[Verse 1] I don’t know what to say Know we need to talk Thought it over every way No, it don’t ever stop Wonder when we’ll have a conversation But I’m always just too busy waiting It hasn’t even happened, yet I feel it has Wish one fight could put back the pieces I bet you’d still make the same mistakes if you had the chance [Chorus 1] Cause some things never change But this time I think I have [Verse 2] It’s a sad day when you lose a friend Makes it even harder trying to pretend I saw this coming from a mile away I guess it’s on me, then Wonder if in 5 years he’ll be looking back Thinking of all that stupid shit he did as a kid I really hope you get your life on track [Chorus 2] But some things never change (What if it could this time?) Yeah, some things never change (But what if it could this time?) Yeah some things never change (What if it could this time) But I think you will find your way back [Bridge] But I think you will find your way back But I think you will find your way back [Outro] I just hope it’s not too late I just hope it’s not too late I just hope it’s not too late
4.
You left my bedroom When we were trying to talk it out Now I’m lying here by myself I answer my phone But I don’t care for the line How you doin’ ‘Cause I’ve been pretty open about it My friends think that I’m losing my mind And I just don't know how to go about it My friends think that i'm losing my mind And I just don't know She said are you ready or not, ready or not? I'm about to go I don't know if I’m ready or not, ready or not All I know is I suppressed my weakness You took the piss right out of me Why’d you do it? Suggest the sequence Now my future’s cold and bleak Tell me the reason why you’d testify All your love then leave me to die I’m on the edge of my seat just waiting for you ‘Cause I don’t know what else to do My friends think that I’m losing my mind And I’m starting to think they’re right And I just don't know how to go about it My friends think that I'm losing my mind And I just don't know She said, are you ready or not? Do I know what it is we’re doing? All the plans we had are gone Felt the chill from the hole we were diggin’ Too much comfort for living She said, are you ready or not She said, are you ready or not? My friends think that I’m losing my mind And I’m starting to think they’re right And I just don't know how to go about it My friends think that I'm losing my mind And I just don't know how to go about it My friends think that I'm losing my mind And I just don't know how to go about it My friends think that I'm losing my mind And I just don't know... She said Are you ready or not?
5.
Two and One 03:21
Only took two weeks Till I let you inside I bet you don't even know I haven’t let you go Only took two months Till I got so tired of the same Next one didn’t treat you so Well now your on own looking back When you didn’t sleep and cry all the time Let the days go by Only took two years For me to forgive all of the times You chose to do me so wrong You took me by storm Didn’t let myself mourn Didn’t think the pain would last this long And now you here again And I just keep going on But I don’t want to feel the rain no more Oh no I can’t take this much longer I want to go home but you dragging me back I need to be a little bit stronger I know we’d never last But while I’m looking in the past Nothings ever felt so right Take me back to paradise I can always see the truth But when it Comes to me and you I find myself asking why? Only took one breath before I knew There was trouble at the door Yet I kept knocking just to see your face Only took one steps Before I saw all the writing on the wall Still I proceed it’s like can’t control my legs It takes too long for me You know the whole story Yet you’re taking me for granted I don’t know how you still manage I know it takes time And yet I keep on thinking about that day And it’s like you don’t seem to care And We've been talking on and off for so long but to tell I know you were never there I know we’d never last But while I’m looking in the past Nothings ever felt so right Take me back to paradise I know we’d never last x2 I can always see the truth But when it Comes to me and you I find myself asking why?
6.
Deep End 03:42
I wish I stayed for the hell of it But now I’m gone and ain’t regretting it I wasn’t leading you on I missed my chance Now my heads in my hands all these foolish tales just my colourful past I want a little bit more romance (Heyya) I could go on and on but I better decide Bin thinking to much I think I’m losing my mind I’m just trying to have some fun But if it’s at your cost then I’m fuckin up Please don’t let me bring you down to the deep end That’s not where you belong I would know I've been here way to long Please don’t let me bring you down to the deep end That’s not where you belong I would know (Hey) My better half telling me just to pretend I’m not afraid of growing up and becoming a man But I think I spoke too soon You're not a kid no more But you’re acting like one You said you wanna have fun But right now ur acting dumb So look out for me I could break your heart once more (I very could we be the one you're looking for) Just know your worries Are possible to be The truth for this run Sometimes I wake in my sleep When I don’t want you to come back But I still see your face in my dreams When I go Please don’t let me bring you down to the deep end That’s not where you belong I would know I've been here way to long Please don’t let me bring you down to the deep end That’s not where you belong I would know (Hey)
7.
I often think too much to realize What I’ve got Until it’s gone You found your way to the bottom line I could make it work If I tried I Dream of ways that I could get you back Tonight I lost All I had One last touch to be in paradise Or so I thought Or so I thought I’ve tried so hard to let it wash away But when I close my eyes I see your face (see your face) Four AM and I’m still wide awake I can’t take a breath There’s something on my chest I tried to change Cus I know that’s what you wanted All your friends Say I’m no good In the end I’m always there for you If you want me to leave Then that’s what I’ll do
8.
Start off my day with something sweet A little bit of coffee to go with my green As I descend I grasp the railing with my hand Trying not to stumble on my feet I think I had a little bit too much last night But nowadays that’s how it always seems Maybe I should think ahead But instead I just keep rolling Ohhh I just keep rolling on Maybe this time will be a little different no no It doesn’t seem to change Back to work It’s the same damn thing I make my money Then I get away Everyday I dream of paradise Laying on the beach Wouldn’t that be nice All the time and stress behind my back Right now I can’t even begin to think of that I better pull my head back down from Ohhh I just keep rolling on Maybe this time will be a little different no no It doesn’t seem to change (Bridge/Solo) Ohhh I just keep rolling on Maybe this time will be a little different no no It doesn’t seem to change
9.
Bad Vacation 04:32
I’m beginning to slide slowly Back into habits I thought had died I’m Totally out of control Yea and I don’t know How to keep a level mind all of the time Keep my feet on the ground without sinking low Oh Always think it’s the end but it ain’t yet Rain check till next so Helpless And out of control This feels like a bad vacation And I keep trying to make the best out of it Oh Let this be the last time For a long time Let me wash away Let this be the last time Cus’ what happens next time To me As hard as I try I’m looking over my shoulder Chasing after my tail Who's the owner Now Oh It seems a lot keeps changing But I can’t tell if I’m moving forward Forgotten who I am I think I've lost all hope This all seems like a nice distraction But I know when I past it all I’m just the laughing stock I need a new destination Cus’ I really don’t think I’m ready to go back Just yet Let this be the last time For a long time Let me wash away Let this be the last time Cus’ what happens next time To me (Bridge Solo) Let this be the last time For a long time Let me wash away Let this be the last time Cus’ what happens next time To me
10.
(Heyyya, ooooo) You always trying to do too much Guess you thought right now would be the right time To check off every box on the list Take a piss in the wind Cus’ you ain’t really doing shit Make it little easier boy And take your time You rushin things Bet your getting no sleep tonight Tomorrow might be same boy Don’t run yourself into early grave just say That you made it a little bit further Your never really doing enough Get off your ass have class n enjoy the sunshine Make today even more productive than the last The past is in the past Ring out this life until the last Drop Feel like I need to run away Pack up my bag I’m such jag But I need a hiding place Leave what I had Ain’t looking back At where I used to stay Think I got to go Take a little time to pull yourself away Pull yourself away Pull yourself away Take a little time I’m sure you’ll be okay Pull yourself away Pull yourself away Got to take a little time for myself now Everyday don’t got to be a riddle Feeling split on to much or too little It got me feeling like Malcolm in the Middle Hey now hey now hey now I ain’t tryna play now play now play now Don’t what to say now say now say now Cus all this complain got me feeling so god damn fickle But I could make it easier Take a little time to pull yourself away Pull yourself away Pull yourself away Take a little time I’m sure you’ll be okay Pull yourself away Pull yourself away x2
11.
Seems the more I think The less I see it through And I can’t make any sense of it all Have another drink Forget what I need to do And I can't make any sense of it all Ohhhh Ohhhh Need to make a change Excuses keep telling me otherwise And I can’t make any sense of it all Then things remain the same Feel like I barely even tried And I can’t make any sense of it all Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhh Straighten up and fly right Don’t fall for it (please don't fall) Life likes to play tricks on you boy Seemed normal when you took flight But it wasn’t (but it wasn’t) And I can’t make any sense of it all Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhh Ohhhh
12.
False Hope 04:24
How you been You said alright Now I’m wondering If your just trying to be polite These things take time We both know that But when you bring me up Why do I always seem to fall flat Too late again I missed my chance Everything seems to fade away The moment passed but I always go back You bring me False hope again but this time it’s different Bring me False hope again but this time it’s different False alarm It was just my incessant heart It’s true you didn’t mean to do any harm This sad man's day will soon depart Pick up from where I left off Filling my head with empty memories Take this pain and shove it down Where it’ll only ever come up when your around Why does it always feel the same And why would I let myself Go through this again You bring me False hope again but this time it’s different Bring me False hope again but this time it’s different You bring me False hope again but this time it’s different Bring me False hope again but this time it’s different (Screaming) Want to be something Something new Want to be something Want to be something Oh no Oh no Oh god oh god oh god i'm in this shit now Want to be something Something new I Want to be something oh I Want to be something I Want to be something new Oh shit Oh my god Fuck Im fine Ahhhhhh

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I made this album in my basement, thank you for listening.

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released January 15, 2021

Cameron D'Eith, Sam Cutri

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Cam Blake Vancouver, British Columbia

Hello. I am a Vancouver-based musician. My second album is currently in progress. Thank you for stopping by.

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